It is Friday and I have so many emotions going on in my head these days. I basically broke down to Brian last night and told him I am literally going crazy! I feel like I always need to be doing something, changing something, avoid other things and I am over it. My house looks fine (but needs a nice deep cleaning), I look fine but need to focus on making time for myself and I need to stop feeling like these "things" will help me avoid the real issues that I am having (self analysis, guess my college education is at least getting some use on me!). As I am making sure to get a workout in of some sort each day, its slowly getting better and hopefully with some new vitamins and stuff things can feel better!
Thursday was not the best day, my sunglasses got run over and I have no idea how! Avery went to a friends house when I was putting on Eisley's shoes so I couldn't find her and freaked out, she is now grounded to staying in only our front yard and cant even go out for a few minutes alone because she didn't listen or obey. She is not a happy camper at all. Lastly we got a note from our homeowners saying we left our trashcans out when we didn't at all and it really ticks me off! The main reason I get so worked up is because it says it tears down the value of our neighborhood, which is fine if they hadn't allowed the people right across the street from me to paint the house ORANGE!! Yes we live in a newer neighborhood with all the wonderful homeowner rules but they wanted to sell the stinking house so Arizona Clay was allowed. I honestly don't care too much other than the value of my house is less to some and they are worked about a nice green trashcan, ugh!
One bright note to this major Debbie Downer post is that its Foodie Penpal Day! I had a fun time this month and got some crazy goodies I have never seen or heard of so that is always fun! Umm the fruit chews were awfully tasty! Thanks Rachel for the fun foodie package!!
My kids loved the jam cookies and I am always a sucker for Apple Butter! They totally opened them even before I could get a pic in!